IM SO FUCKKING OVER SCHOOL I CANNOT WAIT TO BE DONE IT IS SO STRESSFUL ALL THE TIMEEE
What is happening in my life. I am officially a no one
“Being able to feel safe with other people is probably the single most important aspect of mental health; safe connections are fundamental to meaningful and satisfying lives. Numerous studies of disaster response around the globe have shown that social support is the most powerful protection against becoming overwhelmed by stress and trauma.
Social support is not the same as merely being in the presence of others. The critical issue is reciprocity: being truly heard and seen by the people around us, feeling that we are held in someone else’s mind and heart. For our physiology to calm down, heal, and grow we need a visceral feeling of safety. “
- Bessel A. van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma
“When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it’s safe inside your mouth.”— Jodi Picoult, Handle With Care
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Today he asked me ro marry him, in the house of gold glass
It’s crazy that some people can just outgrow you. Life is so fucking weird
I feel alive sometimes. Right now is not that moment
date someone who will sit down & say “let’s fix this” instead of being a child and ignoring you
I want a colorful life. I’m confused with everything but that’s 100% the one absolute thing I’m certain on. I get sad a lot. But less sad than I used to be. I’m more confused than I used to be. I feel like I’m living a life for others sometimes and that makes me sad. Sometimes I really really wish I was alone. No family. Nothing. So I could figure out what I was going to do to make me happy. A lot of my life feels dark. It feels like a hamster on its wheel. Not all the time. But sometimes. Usually when I feel like this and think about it. I’m the kind of person who tries to start new. Starting fresh. But how many times can you start over until you finally feel like its the best fit. I don’t know. I’m confused. I’m happy. I’m sad. I’m confused.
